#tbt I dont know who this person is anymore. I felt so trapped, suffocated by the hate and illness that surrounded me controlling my life. But it all fit in one small pocket. In hind sight that feeling is comforting. Some days I wish anything in my life was that simple again. But i cant say id ever trade the chaos of internal freedom for suffocating order, void of passion. I believe so deeply in what i love. My dreams, how i see the world. Even if i had a road map, id never return to that place. Where seeds of determination are born but not mean for them to thrive within you have to explore passed the fears that stop us, guard us, destroy us. Reach outside and find a new road I have no fucking idea where I’m going but i know its nowhere I’ve ever been. And there is no going back.
Thanks @holga80 for the inspiration. Go back to the beginning she said.
Favorite artist today is my amazingly talented friend @ilrak She did this charcoal sketch of my daughter Ellora and i absolutely love it. . Her paintings are so amazing. You are a beautiful breed that has a special place in my black heart.
A candid of @avetrick and Usa. Such a beautiful and real moment. There is so much beauty in the world. Seek it out, its all around you. In every moment. I am so grateful to be able to spend the day with these two.